I got l4d2 - let me know if you want to play some time joe!

Anyone who gets a christmas name/avatar this fucking early in time is getting thrown off my friends list faster than a bullet train fyi.

oh also happy birthday to me

well i fell asleep for like 12 hours last night and not only missed playing dnd but i also missed gitaroo who apparently bought me a game when I was asleep so I feel like a dick.

God I have scheduled all of my classes for my last semester at this college before I transfer, I'm looking into transferring to another college right now. It's really worrying and frightening to me that I'm going through with things like this.

I mean, my 21st birthday is coming up on Friday and I never expected that I'd be around this long (eitherfrom all the crazy shit that happens or thought I would have killed myself because of it), I really never thought about this far ahead of my life, and now I'm actually experiencing it and it honestly scares me. I don't know why, maybe I'm just scared of change or something stupid.

I know everything is going right, I've been good with my school studies this semester and I have a lot of good times during the day, I'm moving ahead with my educaiton, but I can't help but be depressed lately. I complain about feeling old to everyone all the time and they laugh and think I'm kidding but I'm not. I feel really old in the worst way possible.

l4d2 sucks