Julkaistu 1. toukokuu.
When I grow up, I want to be a man who can be worth something in my fathers eyes. I want to honor the man who never loved his wife, and spent all his money on booze and gambling. I want to have children so I can tell them how worthless they are and how they will never amount to anything. I want to favor one child because they remind me of my mother who I abandon while I was still a teenager. I want to grow old and pretend to have a good heart and have everyone like me because I'm a huge fake. I want to be a great man like my father, or I want nothing at all.
When I grow up, I want to be a child of luxury. I want men to pamper me and give me all of the things my family never gave me. I want to be treated like a princess, I want platinum instead of gold, fendi instead of gap, BMW instead of Chevy. I want to go to parties and show of my custom made dresses made by small Asian women, and when asked, tell them i gave them work because I'm a charitable person. I want a husband that makes six figures, and offers five of them to me, so I can take care of my needs. A man who does not speak too much, just opens his wallet. I want the good life, because I deserve a good life, because I am a woman of privilege.
When I grow up, I want to be a man who does nothing all day but mule over the shortcomings of society. I want to feel sorrow at every waking moment. I want to know that the world is in a free fall and there is nothing that I can do about it. I want to obsess over it, until I can't take it anymore and I go insane. I want my family to worry about me because of a failed suicide attempt, so they call me everyday to make sure that I am ok. I want to lose years of my life for this cause, and everyday I get older nothing changes, and I never make any progress. I hate this world, I hate my life, I hate just existing. That's the person I want to grow up to be.
When I grow up, I want to make a racing game with so much content that the player is actually overwhelmed, and then ruin said racing game with ♥♥♥♥ controls.